Ayeees.

2011 suckks huhh. izzit me ? or it just suckks. idc liao la. hatred is just making me stop trusting. i want to stop hating people already. i make no promises tht i could stop hating. bt i really want to stop hating people. urg. in the first 2 weeks of 2011 , i witness my sis tearing up in agony cos my dad just beaten her. i witness my dad and mum quarreling again~ i stop trusting. hatred takes over my life. but i only looked at the sad view. i also had happy moments, when my mum ,dad brought me to shopping time. me and my sis cooking tgt . me and cy went to 178 tgt. gossiping with 178 people. jiale and me having heart to heart talk . the beautiful music mco concert have for us. :) beauutiful memories. but the sad memories have a stronger impact on me. 2011 suckks cause of me. if i have talked to my sis to not talking back to elderly , she would not have got beaten. if i let hatred off , i would have talked to cy to let hatred off too and stop badmouthing her. if i told my parents tht there are more important things in life than earning money, and stop being so spendthrift maybe they wouldn't have quarreled ? maybe if i have explain properly to cy she would understand ? and not be angry at us ? everything is in our hands. we control wht's going on. so basically , 2011 suckks all cause of my decision. now nt only it suckks for me , i made it suckks for my bestfriends too. i wan change everything. i'm really very tired already. i really sometimes wish tht there's a time machine so i could change everything to how it was like before..i'm crying before my sleeps. i'm crying in my dreams . i'm crying after my dreams. i really hate it.

2011 just suckks.