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Tuesday, August 31, 2010 6:12 AM
Few months ago, we were close fwen, we were so called "best fwen" , few months ago, i spaz with my fwens about how much i like u, how cute i tink u are. bt tht's few months ago. now i'm here swearing every word about u cos of tht "quarrel " we had AGAIN~ bt i scroll up the msn conversation, i saw our OLD conversation, they were nice and funny bt those were the past, after we intro u to her, u broke her heart, and u became rebellions after tht, as if the whole world owns to you. we quarreled more thn once,and the other time we quarrel,i teared up so much my eyes went swollen for few daes tht i didn't dared to go out with friends. bt thn this time i quarrelled with u again, and i didn't shed a single tear,cos u aren't worth them, becos i believe we will nvr become like last time, how close we were before, will nvr happen anymore cos those are the past, and they will nt repeat.Flashback of us in cwp watching movie,taking neo print, playing basketball, yeaah, their all flash backks now, cos their nt repeating again. maybe u'll think tht i cnt predict the future, and i wouldn't know , bt its impossible oledy. he ain't changing to his old self, and i know he'll never. knowing tht the guy i met for 6+months is an illusion left, it hurts my heart to know tht i lose the previous him, bt i dun feel a thing for the bastard way he is now.i'm holding back my tears cos u ain't worth any of them , and i ain't shedding any tears for u and i dun do crys, cos crying does nt helps, and we dun cry over spilled milk. bt if i had i choice, i wish u weren't liddat, i just wish ur oldself back. bt its impossible now. i wish this ain't the end of our friendship. bt i know this will be. nothing to say bt i wish, ur old self returns , cos i miss tht u.
byeee,eddy

"yeahh,forgiving can be easy,forgetting can be hard.bt if i can't forget,thn i'll nt remember.This leads to the best way,no pain,no tears,no aching of my heart"

Imissyou,the old you ♥